still crazy

So, uh, buffalogal managed to get me seen by someone today. This was after I had been passed around from one angency to another like some kind of bad penny, only to find that no one would do anything for me. It seems that if I wasn't suicidal, I was not urgent enough to be seen. I killed that paticular demon quite some time ago, I do not fear me ever being suicidal before, but I was so desperate for help, I considered faking it, if it would get me seen.

So now I have a little less than two weeks of samples for a new medication, and I am feeling a bit optimistic.

So, it looks like I am going back on meds. ah well, it was good while it lasted. So ends my career as a plasma donator I think. The downside, is the loss of a potential $50 a week... the upside, I can get a tattoo, accupuncture, or have sex with a guy -- the first two activities would prevent me for donating for a year, the last forever.

I am still a bit out of it right now. So, I am not gonna start reading my friends page again -- maybe.