Fuck Buddy? Where?

[zenmondo]

So I logged into OKCupid to take a quiz that looked like fun. I am back on my homescreen, and at the top is a banner ad for sexsearch.com proclaiming, "Meet a Fuck Buddy in ... CHEYENNE".

And I am all, do they KNOW how far a drive that is? Certainly I have driven hours for a fuck before (but more than just that) but in my life right now, it would be incredibly inconvenient. If I were after such a thing, I would want a local person.

I don't know if I could HAVE a fuck buddy. I have fallen in love or was in love with everyone I have ever had sex with. I tried once to have meaningless sex, I really did. We fell in love. I still remember the first time she said, "I Love you". It was such a big deal because we started out with her saying, "I am NOT going to fall in love with you."

I think the closest thing to a fuck-buddy I could possibly imagine actually having is making love to a friend for mutual comfort, fun, and love. I don't think that will happen, but it is in the realm of imagination that I could be alright with in real life. Kind of like a movie-star crush. I have one movie star crush right now, but I know its not going to happen ever.. I mean when am I ever gonna be in the same city as Alan Cumming? Never gonna happen, but fun to think about.

Comments

[deziah.livejournal.com]

Fuck Buddies are convienient, but the charge of having sex with someone you love is that much better. Don't get me wrong, some of the best sex I ever had was a one night stand---but there is just so much more emotion that the whole pleasure takes on another dimension.
I have to be attracted to someone to have sex with them. And I believe with attraction there is always some minute bit of emotion....which can easily spiral out of control leading to love. Hahahaha!
Ok. I am off on a tangent now. Perhaps I will write about it in my journal. Stay tuned.