I think I know why I am depressed

[zenmondo]

I am battling a mild depression these days and I am pretty sure of the cause.

This will be my first thanksgiving alone. Ever. Last year I had Conor, and his mom even gave us turkey to eat so she saw him that day, but I will just be at home alone.

I'll probably order pizza. Or maybe go to a restaurant, maybe both I dunno.

I wish I was stronger and not dealing with depression, I mean I should just accept my lot in life and carry on. Which is what I will do in the end, just be sad about it. Still sucks, no matter how you cut it.

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[blue-sky-lark.livejournal.com]

heyas^.^ mebbe you would like to have food with me and my fam? i'll have t ask the folks, but you'd definitely be welcome. it's not cool to leave a friend orphanded for such a family/togetherness holiday. so yeah, i'll check it with the parents and then i'll get back to you. if you'd like to join us, that is. i really hope so, because we haven't hung out in ages and i really miss you.

hang in there schweetie, i know pretty much how you're feeling, because i'm feeling that way right now.

hafta go for now, but i'll give you a call when i know something. how's that?

<3!
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