zenmondo | Things are looking up

When a possibility is removed, sometimes the path becomes more clear. With my apartment search now in the realm of impossible, its clear I have to return to work. A decision has been made for me. I won't be moving this month unless the public housing folk work some kind of miracle and get back to me in the next two weeks.

So next week sometime I guess I will go to DVR, and use my social security ticket to work voucher and see what they can do for me. I think DVR is probably my only chance at getting back in the workplace since I have been out of work for so long.

I think I will insist on finding some kind of technical work, something that will engage my mind. Maybe take some brush up courses on my technical skills. What I don't want to do is any "monkey work". That will kill me quicker than a suicidal mood swing.

In other news I held a brand new baby today. Its hard to think that life is a pile of shit when holding a baby only a few hours old. So today will have an attitude of beginings.