I'm getting kicked out

JoLynn wants me out, so out I guess I gotta go. Well I am ready for it.

So I am calling around for low income housing, and went to public housing today for an application.

JoLynn has suggessted a shared custody arrangement. I get Conor afterschool, take him home for bedtime, I get him every weekend I want, and ever other major holiday. I guess I can live with that, its a good offer, and better than not having him at all so I will agree to it.

But now I gotta figure out how I am gonna live on $740 a month. I can get about $200 a month from donating plasma so that is some extra income there. I've lived on less in California, I should be able to handle it in Wyoming.

There is an apartment in neighboring Mills that is for low income people with disabilities, and I hear they are really nice. So I guess that is my first choice. But if I have my druthers closer to Conor's school is better. But I called and left a message there. They didn't call me back today, so I will call again tomorrow, and keep leaving messages until they get back to me.

JoLynn just came in while writing this and we discussed splitting up our assetts. I'll have enough furniture to make house. A tv, dvd player, and the bed, plus the two desks for our computers. Oh I'll get the Playstation too as I will have conor for most of his waking hours.

I'll need a futon couch though, some pots and pans.

We are being pretty grown up about this actually. Well she's done it before.

Something just kills me. I can think back and some of the happiest most content times in my life was with her. I am sure she has painted our whole marriage in her mind as this awful thing she suffered through.

I've given up hope of ever reconciling, and in some ways, its liberating. But I see Wyoming being a very lonely place for me...