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Good Reading and other things
Jun. 6th, 2006 10:42 pmI started reading American Gods by Neil Gaiman today. I am enjoying it a great deal. I keep finding myself however stopping and thinking, "Gosh $friend would really like this". Are you one of them? If you are reading this, then maybe.
Seriously check it out and lets talk about it.
So I noticed today that![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
buffalogal on some profile somewhere lists herself as "single" so I decided to do the same on my user profiles on a couple sites. Updated my OKCupid profile today to relfect more my current situation. Basically removing refrences to being a husband, and updating a few things. I struck out such things on my userinfo here. Just struck out in the hopes that I could unstrike it someday. But as time goes on I see that my marriage is unrepairedly broken.
When she first told me it was over I wanted to get counseling, something to work on our relationship and salvage it, but she will not have it.
I still do stuff for her (mostly driving and shopping), and I am quickly growing bitter. I feel used.
She bought plane tickets this past week to fly out and meet someone. She didn't really give me many details, I assume its the guy she spends hours on the phone with, and more hours playing Galaxies with. Its really sunk in that the next person she has sex with won't be me. Ofcourse the next person *I* have sex with won't be her, but it still doesn't feel fair. If a woman wants to get laid, its a certainty that she will. Not so for a guy. My prospects to me seem slim.
I wish I was one of those people that is OK with being alone and celibate, but I am not. Just the way I am wired. I'm a very sexual creature who hasn't been laid in months. And she wonders why I am in a bad mood all the time.
Shit this was suppossed to be about how much I was enjoying reading American Gods. I do go on. Needed to get it off my chest. Livejournal is cheap therapy, and its just about all I got.
Seriously check it out and lets talk about it.
So I noticed today that
buffalogal on some profile somewhere lists herself as "single" so I decided to do the same on my user profiles on a couple sites. Updated my OKCupid profile today to relfect more my current situation. Basically removing refrences to being a husband, and updating a few things. I struck out such things on my userinfo here. Just struck out in the hopes that I could unstrike it someday. But as time goes on I see that my marriage is unrepairedly broken. When she first told me it was over I wanted to get counseling, something to work on our relationship and salvage it, but she will not have it.
I still do stuff for her (mostly driving and shopping), and I am quickly growing bitter. I feel used.
She bought plane tickets this past week to fly out and meet someone. She didn't really give me many details, I assume its the guy she spends hours on the phone with, and more hours playing Galaxies with. Its really sunk in that the next person she has sex with won't be me. Ofcourse the next person *I* have sex with won't be her, but it still doesn't feel fair. If a woman wants to get laid, its a certainty that she will. Not so for a guy. My prospects to me seem slim.
I wish I was one of those people that is OK with being alone and celibate, but I am not. Just the way I am wired. I'm a very sexual creature who hasn't been laid in months. And she wonders why I am in a bad mood all the time.
Shit this was suppossed to be about how much I was enjoying reading American Gods. I do go on. Needed to get it off my chest. Livejournal is cheap therapy, and its just about all I got.
