I think I know why I am depressed

I am battling a mild depression these days and I am pretty sure of the cause.

This will be my first thanksgiving alone. Ever. Last year I had Conor, and his mom even gave us turkey to eat so she saw him that day, but I will just be at home alone.

I'll probably order pizza. Or maybe go to a restaurant, maybe both I dunno.

I wish I was stronger and not dealing with depression, I mean I should just accept my lot in life and carry on. Which is what I will do in the end, just be sad about it. Still sucks, no matter how you cut it.